Couldn't sleep, and waking up early in the morn. Worrying about silly things, thinking about what i should be doing, impatient where He would lead me in the future.
Eyebags could only grow darker, bigger darker circles under the eyes. Ha! 'Tis truly the effects of anxiety. Sooner than I can realize, I'd be having eye wrinkles too, white hair, and so on.
There's so much things to try in life...how can you fit it all within the timeframe (which is actually uncertain). But one thing's for sure, I'm part of a mission, a soldier. The problem is, what am I doing? It seems like I'm hiding from the battlefield, my gun without bullets, my sword unsharpened, my armor useless. Guess, I need a lot of training to fight on. To be equipped with the Word, and love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness and self-control. I have to endure, persevere and go onwards. March on!
*I'm currently in a job: I used to tell everyone "I want to start working in the lowest rank", "It would be nice to learn how it is to work hard, as if you have nothing" Now I'm experiencing it all, and growing tired of it. 2 months has passed, 10 long months more...
List of hopes and wishes and must-try's:
-work in a resort
-be a babysitter
-learn to play the guitar
-take voice lessons
-learn to speak mandarin
-take up diploma in pastry arts
-take up certificate in culinary arts
-attain a master's degree
-Europe tour
-third world countries immersion
-join a cosplay (dress up as kakashi-sensei)
-go to the 7,107 islands of Philippines (haha)
-overcome fear of driving (instead of driving passengers to heaven *haha)
-join a shooting club
-climb to top of mt. fuji and several more mountains
-join triathlon
-be an advanced swimmer
-scuba dive with sharks and other fascinating sea creatures
-receive my gift joyfully (with all its wrappings and ribbons), the one He made for me, and I for him.
-be an environment activist
-be a social worker
-promote proper care for health
-learn to be a good photographer
-sketch and paint scenic pictures and moments to remember
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