The Visitor, the heavy rain and a movie

It's the old Uni, visiting in Singapore...taking a run in the park, (showered with heavy rain - something new), dressing up, fixing up the hair, the tralala Uni going out for movies, just dining out and being carefree..Even just for a day, it's nice to see her again. Tomorrow, she'll be gone again, and it's back to black polo, jeans and sneakers, and bunned hair. Work work work girl, get more scars and you'll get a better job soon, haha. Don't worry about scars, because someone will see pass through those and see you..=)

Running in the park while being showered with heavy rains felt nice. no umbrella, no money, no hp, no nothing! Just catching all the raindrops. It felt nice aftewards, felt refreshed and like all my worries were washed away. While waited for the really really heavy rain to subdue, I took the time to pray, and realized that I haven't been fully focused on God...So at that time, I had nothing, nothing, no one else, but God. and it felt great, knowing that He never leaves. Dark clouds over me, rain pouring on me, but still He never lets me go, literally and figuratively. Walking home with my clothes and sneakers all wet and squeaky, it was quite embarassing when people looked at me, but who cares anyway?haha, I'm going home wet yet with a renewed mind. (just hope i won't get sick)

He's Just Not That Into You..who invented the rules anyway, why are there rules and exceptions. why do girls become so pathetic and desperate, why do guys act stupid? The world goes round and round and i guess it'll never change. haha. Haven't watched movies of the category for almost a year now. Maybe was just avoiding the fact that I am one of them girls, desperate for a special person, or don't want to watch so that i won't feel the want/need for companionship...Whatever it is, I watched one for the night, and felt safe all throughout. Fell asleep, but just for a moment, and it was in the safest place in Singapore..hahahaha. Love Actually is definitely better.