Sloppy Jane

I went back home for a week and man! It wasn't enough, not even for a bit of rest. Must maximize time to spend with family and friends and to-do's. My baby angel Aki has grown so fast, and I'm sure she'll seem to grow even faster after a year. sigh...I'll be missing a lot of things back home, but i'm sure good things shall come my way even in a different land.=) " A Lifetime is not enough to spend with the family" You'll never know you'll miss them until you're far away from them.

Psychotic, stubborn, anxious, paranoid is ME. What can i do about how my mind thinks, I don't know either..It's involuntary i guess, like my heart that chooses to beat for someone..

Work has been tiring ever since i came back from home, no day off from 2nd April til' 19th April..ha! long days...loooonnnggg stressful days. Moreso adjusting to a new job assignment as a service crew. But my prayer has been granted, haha..I've always wanted to try working as a kitchen staff and as a service crew. Now, I guess it's time to work hard and prove myself worthy.

From 153 lbs - 2nd April to 136 lbs 20th April...I'm trying my best to lose the excess baggage gained from emotional eating (when depressed), but still hoping i won't go extremes and call back my eating disorder into activation again. PRESS "SKINNY", "CHUBBY", "WEIGHTY" TO ACTIVATE.haha..and I guess it's on now. sigh...so hard to overcome...but i'm sure it'll come to pass.

Bless is a Plain Jane no more...rather she's now a Messy Jane..haha..really got to fix the photo files, music files and some more stuffs i transferred from the home desktop PC.

What can I like about myself??...i have yet to find that out...